dear santa before you drop off more coal at my door I'm not writing to complain just let me explain the line drawn between wrong and right is pretty iffy I mean what the fuck am I spoke to do if someone treats me shitty my years been full of missed engagements and broken promises I've lost lots of my paitence and been called to many offices yelled NOOB at many novices but I've also paid my hommages bitten my tongue one too many times and even tho i've dreamt of murder I have committed no crimes I have been a gentl observer and even nurtured a few coworkers tho I've uttered many hurtful murmurs I've tried to be better that's why I'm writing you this letter all I want for Christmas its the one thing on my wish list puh puh Patience cuz with out I'd be wreckless porbably ruin many relations break alot of regulations ruin lots of reputations miss alot of obligations cuz I can't take this shit sick of people I'm starting to think all humans are evil and it's getting even harder everyday just to stay peaceful... butgo head drop the coal off at my door cuz I need some more to fuel this fire my heart's beating out my chest I'm just tryna do my best these people everyday tryin me sick of their incompetence sickened by their ignorance not being understanding of one another's differences his and hers religions aren't the same but no ones to fuckin blame dumb bitches pointing fingers and calling names enough that it drives me insane so give me the patience to censor my exclamations to silence the vioces in my head that make me dread every moment im not perfect but im searching for atonement cross me off your naughty list maybe I'm just too salty that we can't all just coexist so I must insist that you cross me off that list hope you get the gist before I cease and desist being a pacifist so.all I want for Christmas its the one thing on my wish list puh puh Patience so I ask you to reconsider cuz I'm already way to bitter throw away the coal rather help me return what they stole the only thing on my wish list Patience. Sincerely and dearly from a very weary soul