who am I to question theres a GOD theres a heaven am I wrong to not believe why im blinded what my eyes see in my heart lost faith why struggle to believe relationships and disagreements as i set aside letting out my demons as I sit and wait being patient tryna make a difference tryna make a change only human tryna make my way. all my years of livin fuck with all these people why they still be all pretendin thank the Lord in heaven safe myself from drowning whys your love suffocating like a drug so addicting every time you fall in love all you get is bitchin tryna live it up counting on my blessins got no time for people out to causing depression