Times are hard No job, so I hustle Caught up in the game What ever happened to being real Yeah I noticed you like to play game I use to, unfortunately I grew out that phase. New years resolution I quit, everything All fucks given Sick of people and the abuse Mentally, emotionally, physically Haven't you been doing this for a while Lately fought with my feelings Angel's and Demons tug me Lost in the dark I'm just trying to find myself and I'm spiraling out of control So self destructive I don't even want to be near me. This is just me speaking my mind. eventually I will have to go, check out When my time comes calling facing each day like it's my last chance Still I'm burdened with the thought of how and why things are the way they are and truly how can the world be so cold That's enough for now, I'm too much in my feelings for this, to be talking like this. I just want to fade away from the wall through my eyes you see the bigger picture in life we all have our own fears to battle so please don't stumble around my battlefield in the morning you'll see the light fade away Imma just fade away.