Yo look, Dear Lord I know I've been bad lately but that ain't my faut, cause look I do know that you don't like me and I'll tell you why. It all started when I was two when my dad left me crying with my mom thinking it was my fault cause he left, but look Christmas came, praying to you Lord hoping to see my dad again, but that didn't happen didn't get to hear about him, but look couple years later in first grade during lunch was little kids with there dads and that left me with being lonely feeling embarrassed of myself without a dad by my side. Third grade came changing my life because I never got to see my dad and got to see other people with their dad, started to get into fights with leaving you mad at me, Next day praying at night "please Lord please help me with this day, and please try to bring my dad back into my life tomorrow Lord please" Next morning came hoping to see if you answered my prayers Lord but nothing happened didn't get to see him. When fifth grade came around started to get myself expelled from school just for fights Lord, and I'm truly sorry for how I behaved back then. Turning thirteen bearly trying to behave myself in school Lord changing my ways the way I act Lord, when 2017 came in exactly on my birthday Lord praying to you hoping to see my dad that weekend with all the days of school I had behaving doing my work not getting into fights. that weekend came on Saturday got to see my dad and I appreciate that Lord for answering my prayers, but I wanted him in my life again, and I was only able to see him for three days. When 2018 came, ended up turning fifteen never being able to see my dad again, and I'm a be wishing and praying to see my dad before 2018 ends.