I am faking. I am taking. The time it took to make it. A better placement Now I am stuck contiplating. Not there yet but one day I can make it Make it a real. No use faking Now I am taking. Now I am thinking. I am wasting to much time to make my dreams real. My life is fading Time for facing my judgement. Now entering heaven's front door. I continue knocking but god wont let me in. Like he dont care about me anymore.