same psychiatrist different appointments same day different choices same addiction different poisons same place different noises same demon but with different voices and arguing with him is fuckin pointless. ok so imagine living life like this. wake up roll over give the wife a kiss. Then hug say good morning to each of your kids. pour a cupacoffee Damn I missed. so u clean the counter while clinching ur fist. ok *breath* deep breaths. now alone he sits takes a couple sips. last one burned his lips "oh" coffee drips. hes slowly losing his grips. how many minutes passed only 6. *Damn* then painful cracks in his brain like whips causes a migraine head might split. anxiety attack so in his lungs air doesnt fit. screaming in his head that just doesn't quit. cigarette gets lit. ankles start to twist. wrist starts to twitch looks in a mirror instantly gets pist. the demon is awake he really exist. and there's to much evil in the world to resist. it's either run away or give in and assist.i have my own ideas they just get dismissed and replaced by his he distracts me with gifts and grants every wish I choose to feed the beast and together we coexist. the demon is necessary but not necessarily scary but barely I mean rarliy does he act very marry unless he catches a chick name sherry or Carrie dressed up as a fairy but sings like a canary.so...she got murdered and buried in a prarie prolly wont find her in febuary. I have a mind track infection not urinary but im ina very bad mentality knowing theres a darkness and letting it become my reality. severe brain abnormality thrilled about brutality. but draw them in with hospitality. but in all actuality I'm just going to show the real life fatality.+