not feeling good on days that's why I grab the bull and Blaze. voices in my head telling me i should be dead often misled getting caught up with feds. depression is a bitch got no affection for a bitch asking myself if its all worth it grab a knife a get to working my emotions floatin away cuz im emotionally broken try to fix it by toking but it never works when it wears off all i feel is hurt i think that's because the devil lurks. inspirations faded the door for love is barricaded shit telling me im never gonna make it. look at my arm hate what I see but that's just me helping my pain get released but suicide isn't the answer with my lucky I'll prolly die from cancer. but I don't wanna die maybe I should look at life from another side stop being so negative man i hate that shit but I had to get that off my chest and put the negativity to rest.i can't really rap because it's the about the feelings that you have. you can do anything you put your mind to ive heard a lot of lies sadly thats a lie too. when you open your eyes to this life that shit hit you like a typhoon people need to stop the ignorance cuz it tears people down makes em frown makin em sad man that shit makes me mad. every day I fight this depression within me that shit really hits me punches and kicks me fight back ho from sad to mad. sometimes I just sit here and write pour out my feelings at night maybe get high as a kite go to sleep hoping ill see the light i don't think my mind is right. ill be winning the race then depression will catch up and take my place sometimes ill overtake and punch depression in the face but that's only on certain occasions most of the time depression wins and i gotta face it.