[sorry I'm a beginner and my mic is bad] lyrics: 7 years it's been,  I'll never leave you lonely again.  I hope you'll forgive me,  I wish you missed me, I plead you don't hate me, Just believe my gaurentee,  I will set you free. I'd use my hands but it's not my cup of tea. I prefer a gun to the head,  I like it messy. Untraditional perhaps,  my apologies. I'm charming but deadly. I'm funny but I'm scary. Come now,  let's not get fussy. That look on your face is kinda funny. 1,2,3- You're empty body is heavy. If only you could've made it to twenty. Too bad you gotta big mouth. Now you'll never  marry. A sociopath dosnt care about empathy. Doing bad things feels like ecstasy. Don't blame someone with no sence of identity. Guilt isn't a part of my story,  I'll keep my integrity. Faking all my emotions,  respectively. Im being controlled by some entity. If I haven't already I'll snap eventually. Don't come at me unless you want to be my enemy. I don't take well to threats,  from you especially. Don't try so hard,  I'm the last to feel jealousy. [Ad a HOOK HERE] Commiting such crimes,  so many felonies. So many lies. A goody two shoes with demons in his eyes. An ocean of blue that can paralyze. Modern Medusa,  dont try to testify. Its an accidental genocide. Inside me there's a parasite. The medicine just won't satisfy. The being in the mirror has me traumatized. My smile makes you think I live a paradise. "You look so sad" They said. I'm barely breathing,  am I even alive? My name isnt even Chad. They have me hypnotized. [AD A HOOK HERE] Too many hugs,  not enough. You hug me too long,  not long enough. This loneliness has me fucked up. I realize the arms wrapped around me were my own. All this time I was alone. The voices in my head must've been outgrown. I miss them.  Now I talk to the sales men over the phone. (At least they called me first. ) My mind is out of our atmospheric zones. Its myself that I want to disown. I can feel the monster in my bones. The butterflies in my stomach have been digested. I know my bodys infected. My memories we're collected. My mind has been --discconected