why is it whenever I meet new people that thay always hate me why is it whenever why is it whenever I try to do good in school I can't even do that why is it whenever why is it only thing I'm actually good at is fighting other people I don't want to really hurt other people why is it whenever why is it whenever I try to go to sleep I have to start crying why is it whenever why is it whenever I'm always the kid that no one really likes why is it whenever