sad and lonely
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•01 Dec 2018
I was sitting in the corner simply staring at a picture looking at this figure growing bigger and bigger. just like my ego. i noticed he grows so rapid and fast that I can't stop to see my people. talk is cheap so. i spend my hours in silence. staring up at the ceiling just dreaming of violence. that's how my times spent. now they lookin at me like a beast. i thought i was the beauty but the beautys what i eat. she said... you destroyed me. I'm no longer the same. I'm not the girl you met and you're the only one to blame. i changed my name and bought a ring but you would never change so now i gotta walk away just so we can both be saved. i said . wait. baby this is a mistake. i have so much more to give but theres only so much to take. I'm bout to break. cause I'm sittin sad and lonely. i wanna call my homies but they act like they don't know me. where have all my friends gone? where the fuck i went wrong. this is a sad song. going off, ticks like a time bomb. if i could take it all back you best believe i would. but honestly I'm a monster who belongs in the woods. i see no place for me here all i do is destroy. i devastate the ones i love and take away their voice. i have no other choice. my life become a void. the only way that I'll find peace is by silencing the noise. so i grab a blade. drag it right across my throat. then leave my souls judgement casted to a vote. up or down? that's a rhetorical question. we both know I'm only headed one direction. cause I'm sittin sad and lonely. i wanna call my homies but they act like they don't know me. this is a sad song. of where i went wrong. i had the greatest girl ever and just pushed her a long. i reserved my place in this pit. with all of the hits. the bad names and times I'd say you don't mean shit to me. like how the hell could i tell such a lie? knowing you're the only one i wanna keep in my life. i needed you by my side but everynight i was left alone in a bed room when you couldn't call me phone. tell me we're broken up and that you're movin on. I'm at my limit. it's my decision. to end the mission with a vision of the bloodiest dementions and then become headless. i wont regret this. who ever seen a dead man with second guesses? as i lie here breathless. you hover over me. still reminding me it won't change a damn thing.
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real talk though 🙏 God Bless bro 🙏👊 respect
I was sitting in the corner simply staring at a picture looking at this figure growing bigger and bigger. just like my ego. i noticed he grows so rapid and fast that I can't stop to see my people. talk is cheap so. i spend my hours in silence. staring up at the ceiling just dreaming of violence. that's how my times spent. now they lookin at me like a beast. i thought i was the beauty but the beautys what i eat. she said... you destroyed me. I'm no longer the same. I'm not the girl you met and you're the only one to blame. i changed my name and bought a ring but you would never change so now i gotta walk away just so we can both be saved. i said . wait. baby this is a mistake. i have so much more to give but theres only so much to take. I'm bout to break. cause I'm sittin sad and lonely. i wanna call my homies but they act like they don't know me. where have all my friends gone? where the fuck i went wrong. this is a sad song. going off, ticks like a time bomb. if i could take it all back you best believe i would. but honestly I'm a monster who belongs in the woods. i see no place for me here all i do is destroy. i devastate the ones i love and take away their voice. i have no other choice. my life become a void. the only way that I'll find peace is by silencing the noise. so i grab a blade. drag it right across my throat. then leave my souls judgement casted to a vote. up or down? that's a rhetorical question. we both know I'm only headed one direction. cause I'm sittin sad and lonely. i wanna call my homies but they act like they don't know me. this is a sad song. of where i went wrong. i had the greatest girl ever and just pushed her a long. i reserved my place in this pit. with all of the hits. the bad names and times I'd say you don't mean shit to me. like how the hell could i tell such a lie? knowing you're the only one i wanna keep in my life. i needed you by my side but everynight i was left alone in a bed room when you couldn't call me phone. tell me we're broken up and that you're movin on. I'm at my limit. it's my decision. to end the mission with a vision of the bloodiest dementions and then become headless. i wont regret this. who ever seen a dead man with second guesses? as i lie here breathless. you hover over me. still reminding me it won't change a damn thing.
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