Yeah I do this for me; you don’t like it? That's fine Go listen to somebody else Playing these notes for me, that's a note to myself When you're breaking down is when you're finding yourself I know I've been distant with you Every family picture makes it look like we're close, but we aren't I know it seems like I don't care, but I take it to heart Grew up together, we drifted apart A lot of it's all on me Hang up the phone – opportunity calling me Why can't I give an apology? Rich with love, but around me it feels like a Dollar Tree When was the last time I told you I loved you? When was the last time I said this would change? When was the last time I sat with you more than a minute with something to say? What if you're gone tomorrow? Would the pride in my heart start to fade? Seems like we know what to say when somebody is laid in a grave Can't find the words when they look at our face I should be who you can count on, how can I? I can't even count on myself Isolated with the walls that I built I locked the door and I hold it still Have a lot to give, scared to give it You were sick and I just didn't visit I get if you don't wanna listen Just know that I made the wrong decision "Love" is a beautiful word Our actions make it hollow Easy to say, but it's harder to swallow 'Cause you on the hospital bed, and I'm like, “Yeah, I'll call in tomorrow” Sorry I couldn't be there for you (yeah) Haven't seen you, I don't know what I'll say to you People think I got the answers, like, what do I say to you? What do I say when I walk in the room, like, "How you been?" Why set the bar if I lose the grip? All this hurt, I can't let it in I had this girl, and I let it slip Like I wrote you a song and now it just haunts me I'm sorry I couldn't get back to you You couldn't let go of your past, ironic – I keep looking back at you If I still think about it, you still mean a lot to me This was the best, but honestly, it never brought the best out of me Three in the morning, we calling each other like…