I been living life harder than anybody else I feel I've been looked up in a cell I'm so sad but I'm afraid to tell but it's all over when you hear them bells My name is Chris and I've been through alot it seems as if Satan had just planned the plot of my life I'm thinking that I might get shot it seems as if I'm just tied up in a knot I've seen so much in these last few weeks I've been through so many troughs and peaks but in my mind all I hear is god that speaks but the love of my life just cries and leaves I've been crying so much BC of the stress I've had lately But I gotta be strong BC of the man that my momma made me but see my love leave me hurt me so greatly but lately I've been feeling so fucking crazy I'm Goin so fucking insane I can't cope with the fucking pain everything is just Goin through my brain I'm just ready to begin my reign huh I'm tired of this weak shit man let's get shit rollin fixing to pull out the fucking syllables mumble rapping is for imbeciles us lyrical rappers are miracles we all just love the originals ayye I'm tired of all these weak rappers talking bout being a goddamn trapper imma shoot yo ass in the bladder I'm just getting madder and madder I'm just gonna go straight up the ladder but when I think about the past I just get sadder and sadder dammmmnnnn I've always been the type to give back I just wanna get these stacks all my homies I got their backs because I've dealed with all the attacks like I said I hate stress but I can never get less can never get out of this mess I just wanna see my best yeeeeee