I thought you were for real i thought you were the real deal i dont know what to feel i dont know if ill heal now im back to drugs instead of enjoying your hugs now i have my own business wearing a tie and ni fez you fuckes up my life going away instead of being my wife yeah you fucked me up hard now i gotta throw my joker card you made me cry you made me fly you made me hurt and wanna die you went away you make me dont know what to say now im here and cryin for all i know im dyin you hurt me like hell thats all i fucking felt you should keep a hero close to hand i cant even afford to pay my rent you made my life dent i want to die and that aint no fucking lie