let me rot in the corner of ur brain I spread the joy that I can't obtain everything I do feels like I do it in vain Every day feels like I'm gone insane wanna put a bullet in my brain slit my wrist ,end my pain, let me bleed down the drain I'm not fucking ok I'm a victim of own fucking ways I'm the puppet that obeys I can feel my days getting shorter and how my mind decays So much shit on my shoulder, u don't know how much it weights all I see is fucking slaves I belong among the graves I've always been that kid that fucking behaves I got sick of it So I started skipping school always hanging with the fools or just sitting all alone watching Tokyo ghoul making my own rules Sometimes I don't know If I really wanna die I know that u think, this is drama, that is all a lie U don't know what I hide inside I just wanna close my eyes and feel alright