conflicted and restricted I think I'm on the wrong route. tempted to fix it but I love getting Rond out. if you ain't ever had a struggle you might not know what this song's about. I'm like the first lil piggie I grew up in a straw house. ya it made me strong but I'm an outlaw now. life is a marathin no time to fall down. joker renegade go ahead call me a clown. purple lemonade and my residue is brown . smile when I'm high but it runs out I frown. guns all around I got ammo by the pound.. hiding in my camo I am no where to be found. ear ringings from the heroin but I kind of like that sound. the arrow went through my heart cupid threw me on a battle ground. talking back to my shadow please don't ask how. eating so many pills I feel like a fat cow. sword and shield for my people and they ain't gotta bow. just show me a lil thanks and if not its okay. lemme know when. you need me I'll be there right away. cuz I can't let any of my freinds die to day. the end is unavoidable like the Bible say. I miss my brother rooster. I miss my brother Nate . I miss my brother Cmo I miss my brother ray. I miss Juan to he was one loco essay. he's got 19 more years behind a motherfucking gate. shed so many tears I could wash my dinner plate. poverty is everywhere raising up the crime rate. our state plays the blame game but won't say there own name I got 2 warrants out so I have thesame fate. I can't take anymore I needa damn break. you say your from the 23 but don't even know the handshake.. you ain't no homie your a slimy sneaky snake. im bumping hank Williams with my feet in the lake. couple beers with a pistol on my waist and a fine southern gal how is that country fake. fucking house pet don't you have some lunch to make. I'm on that cal nawton jr shake and bake country lboy cooking some boudan. riding back from Houston with them pounds in a blue caravan. harion I'm marrying who's gonna be my first man I'm carrying all the weight I can. but it makes it hard to stand. but I just keep rolling with a revolver km my hand. tryna evolve and better that's my plan. but if not. Fuck it. atleast I got my fam and my Ken folk. they been there since day 1 when I was dirt broke. riding rohnd with Chris and we're driving down a dirt road. going to pick up ray he just got back home. we finna pour up some whiskey for all our people that are gooane . rest in peace lil nuno and my brother lewey lu. slept on the same bed eating bjs moma food . Ya I miss my dude. always had my back when we was out on the move. real dirty south shit my bro was a straight goon. and I hope he's in thugs mansion real talk keep it tru 23 till we die look in the sky andi throw my salute. and don't worry Lewis I know I'll see Ya soon