look aye yo my momma told me to be safe but i disobeyed nothing can change the way that i have to leave the cold world in my hands, the way that you lie it seems to me that i have a feeling that in my eye it's a whole big big lie Dead i feel dead inside i feel that my feelings died DEAD i feel it my head that i am almost dead suicidal thoughts going into my mind i can't think of something good or wonderful everything is not colorful i just see despair i can't even sit on a chair depression is infecting me depression is infecting me depression is infecting me