here goes nothing, devention at its finest freedoms what im preaching, so listen and you'll find this. motive with a purpose, commitment with no sorrows my heart, it keeps on breaking i feel it as it hollows you told me that you loved me, your actions were consistent three years, we've been through hell and back now suddenly youre distant. dont play me like I'm stupid, forgetting how long we've done this faithful and committed to you, with kisses by the hundreds broken to begin with, you caught me at my weakest. lost but never found me, my pain is at its steepest. Discipating involvement, two paths but which to follow Aware of every impacted soul Im ignorant and yet to follow Opportunities fade into smoke I made some carless decisions  Payed my dues, but yet i still i lose there's nothing to mend these incisions My thoughts and every second I breath A song that only goes backwards im facing reality, as I fall to my knees My sentences constantly lack words Pride, passion, purpose, please tell me  that I am not dreaming  We destruct as one but when this cycle is Broke,  There's no Demon worth defeating Amongst the Countless chaos, We know that were closer to shelter A race that has never been won with ease, Meth follows until it melts her.