I Know REMAKE *much better btw*
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•09 Nov 2018
I Know~ For my distant family I never knew, why did you not care when you know I needed you? For God who disappered when I needed him most, why did you give up on me when you said we were close? For Cody's accident, I feel like I'm to blame. So many tears have been falling in your name. For my mother I never got the chance to see, Sometimes I wonder if you ever even loved me. All these people I never truly met. My head is so crowded cause this concept I just can't get. I try to be cheerful but everything's a reminder. I'm trying so hard everyone says "Just be kinder." I'm not trying to make this about me, you should be here right now but you were forced to leave. This shit isn't right, and no one deserves it Your life was yours and you should've lived it I wanna just sit down and cry But I got work to do until I die No body knows what's going on in my life It's tempting to just pick up the knife I've seen what death can do to the people around it That can't happen to the people around me, I can't let it. Sometimes I wonder how many people really care I know I'm just another human dont try to tell me I'm rare. I know there are people who know what it's like The feeling I'm feeling of shame, guilt, and sadness inside. I still live my life but some days I can't make it by, without thinking of you at least one or two million times. I have to keep going even though I want to cry. I've got to keep trying and holding my head high. There's a smile on my face they don't know is fake. I keep thinking of you, it's something I can't quite shake. I try to be happy and sometimes I can but then something reminds me of a gone young man I wish I knew you when you were here This feeling of sadness is very sincere even though your face I never did see I wanna see your face, I wanna believe I saw it when I was too young to take advantage of the little time I had and now there's no bandage that can fix this hole in the world you left I keep thinking it's a nightmare or maybe a test. But I know this is real; I know because there is deep pain that I feel. Others have lost a pet hamster once or twice, I'm sorry, but I lost three whole lives. depressed depression suicide suicidal sad alone family loved one love tears cry rap motivation
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I Know~ For my distant family I never knew, why did you not care when you know I needed you? For God who disappered when I needed him most, why did you give up on me when you said we were close? For Cody's accident, I feel like I'm to blame. So many tears have been falling in your name. For my mother I never got the chance to see, Sometimes I wonder if you ever even loved me. All these people I never truly met. My head is so crowded cause this concept I just can't get. I try to be cheerful but everything's a reminder. I'm trying so hard everyone says "Just be kinder." I'm not trying to make this about me, you should be here right now but you were forced to leave. This shit isn't right, and no one deserves it Your life was yours and you should've lived it I wanna just sit down and cry But I got work to do until I die No body knows what's going on in my life It's tempting to just pick up the knife I've seen what death can do to the people around it That can't happen to the people around me, I can't let it. Sometimes I wonder how many people really care I know I'm just another human dont try to tell me I'm rare. I know there are people who know what it's like The feeling I'm feeling of shame, guilt, and sadness inside. I still live my life but some days I can't make it by, without thinking of you at least one or two million times. I have to keep going even though I want to cry. I've got to keep trying and holding my head high. There's a smile on my face they don't know is fake. I keep thinking of you, it's something I can't quite shake. I try to be happy and sometimes I can but then something reminds me of a gone young man I wish I knew you when you were here This feeling of sadness is very sincere even though your face I never did see I wanna see your face, I wanna believe I saw it when I was too young to take advantage of the little time I had and now there's no bandage that can fix this hole in the world you left I keep thinking it's a nightmare or maybe a test. But I know this is real; I know because there is deep pain that I feel. Others have lost a pet hamster once or twice, I'm sorry, but I lost three whole lives. depressed depression suicide suicidal sad alone family loved one love tears cry rap motivation
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