Pain is a game that plays in my mind cant get it out so its stuck in side I try to fight the fears and lies I just sit here wondering why I even try I'm here listening to these fucking queers why am I listening to these fucking queers but this is no pain this is mind game can't change the mistakes that I made that's okay because I'm human but we all forgive right no that's a lie alright that's fine as I see my whole life flash before my eyes but I'm not scared to die as we change it up some people don't even give a fuck now we know what's up as I stay woke some people try to speak up but they choke they try to stay up by sniffing Coke as a pain of flow try to make people proud but no people wondering why I do this shit that I do I'm like fuck it I'm through as I tie a slip knot to my roof my last words were I'm sorry that i didn't make you proud as i scream it out loud as I jump off as it Titans my throat can't breathe so I choked as I count to three and let everything go.