I wish I was a bird I could fly away from every problem I try to be ur sun after rain But it doesnt work Surrounded by thousand fires Feeling the heat Burning my feet Ready to meet (the devil) Everything is a big word Its a long road yeah When u know u walk alone Forget everything whats shown... You were lucky Found someone who fit you But every night his mind changes He's in the army and you know he s not the same It hurts you You die You dont know anything but lies Lying that ur still happy You still want him You still need him Deep inside you know You cant take this any more But how can you survive If this boy is whole your life Time makes changes It makes good things bad Thats why he s making me so sad Boy look what we had Im no longer living the happy life Im no longer being the happy wife How can I survive Its all about you But it never was How can we ever zip back to the past Will I ever be happy again Laughing again Hoping again ....And recieving luck No Luck s not on my side So lets go end this life But with no pride You made me die Inside I cry Every night again Wishing u would change But that army Those green spots made u This wasnt you And yes I blame you Cant u see that ur not it I mean the one I know The one you showed From day one to almost a year ago Cant u see that u re not the same But you give me the blame...