inner thoughts and you see me coming over that hill, you see me hummin a death chant, it'll give you chills... kno what, fuck it, imma freestyle this one you just expected me to love you, without a clue trip, fall over my self, my own shoes I dunno why everybody decides that I can be used, Once you done wit me, you stay away like I got the flu I was onna the few who thought I wouldn't get depression, but look at me now, feelin under oppression I feel like I'm drown-in but ain't nobody there, ain't nobody care ain't nobody realise when I feel like I'm clownin n so self-aware Tight lipped like a zipped purse I slip n flip n realise this shit is a curse, who would realise If I was gone or put inna hearse I was calm at first, but lately it's worse, I feel like there's demons inside-a me and feelins of deep depression set the impression of feelin anxiety (HOOK:) I put onna fake smile as I walk around school, for a while scared to love again or look like the fool ain't lookin for attention, so I play cool but thinkin bout you got me feelin this way, I genuinely mean the shit that I say. so don't get confused, misconstrued, kno when I'm on the beat my words ain't a ruse. I genuinely mean the shit that I say. So girl stay, stay outta my way not for one or a hunned but for every day. Outro.....