God why so dark here. i was yelling past yrs nw i saw a helping hand shades with those bright beam i raise my hand those dirty ones pushing ma self uncontrolled legs im new to here dreams lightened i wonder wat beautiful i lack in words tht i hav the preserves i dreamed like million dollars yeah honey i knw it was alwys a disaster. take me home coz i dont get with these close me up coz here im unnatural leaving ma self breaching the dark linking the attitudes that i lost so far.. u owe me u can fix it sure wonder wat u hav fixed.....