aI used to lay awake at night. write rymes untill the morning light. I used to have faith in life. till I lost my kids and wife. used ta pace my every line. make sure my words were forming right. miss my boys and wasted time. just wanna tell my baby's hi. bitch ain't even worth my time. liked swarming at my every dime. now I even wonder why. never saw the warning sighn. tryd committing suicide. snortin pills and drinking wine. thought you and me were ride or die. guess that was all just a lie. used to wanna be grown. now I'm pushing 29. used to have a good home. now I'm sleeping by a street sighn. I used to wanna be alone. now it's kinda getting cold. just want someone for my own. but every slut I knows a ho I wonder if I'll ever blow. or am I just going out my mind. guess I won't ever know. if I never keep tryin. tired of being broke. all the weed that I'm buying. but taking a tolk. it'll keep me surving.