I may be broken, But these tears have awoken, Such demonic emotion, The psychotic devotion. I pray while symphonically convulsing, In a state so hypnotic, Im chronically vomiting An astonished explosion. My hands are shaken, As I stand in a land that I mutilate in, But I feel so impatient, That I just won't make it to the otherside Cause my access was denied, I'm a disappointment you should've left to die, But that's the reason why, The need to feel alive, Just knowing that I speak what I utilise, Cause a birds gotta eat, Keep the worm alive, These words at my feet, Yeah you heard my pride, This dirt that I reap, Is it worth to survive, You can never defeat, when I severe the meat, that makes you weep, but the heart will cry, Tears from the eyes of a creep, Just stand in line, I'm a crooked rhyme, Lost in a most pit, Nothing but a piece of glossed shit, Stand back and watch this. Yeah. Well I took this sound and I looked around, Till I found a hook better hook this crowd, As I scream it loud, Must be dreaming now, As the demons growl, To deceive me somehow. When I breathe in and out, Try to think about but I fear the doubt, Fear to live without, These words I wanna shout at you, And let the whole world see what I'm about to do. I am enslaved in the darkness, Fueled by the rage on the page that I harness, I'm merely insane, You fear, the sight of my name, These tears, held tight by the pain, near, injustice to blame, As you may appear, concussed to the brain, It will remain, Your never the same, I've taken the sunshine, There's nothing but rain. God if you can hear me, Then I better speak this clearly, I'm feeling so alone in a home, With nobody near me. I'm just a freak in the circus, That feasts on the surface, So purposely worthless, And certainly nervous, That life is reverseless. And my only purpose is that I deserve to be hurt like this..