I want to start this off by saying you're beautiful. you're perfect just the way God made you. takes one to know one. it took me a long time to believe these things. I could only see beauty in every one else but never saw anything positive from within me. put so much more effort into knockin, than praising an taking good care of God's creation id look in the mirror then to the floor and i would shake my head, thinking about all the wrong I've done, thinking about the days I thought I'd be better off dead and why I didn't cock back n pop myself back then..when I had my chance maybe life would have been easier if I hadn't done this that and the other thing... my head wasn't screwed on right because none of that is true. sky is the limit and I'm on the move now starting to take better care of the things that mean something an that's me the trick is if you don't have anything nice to say don't say a thing i was tired of being tired I deserved a break guiding others guided me on my way, the right way, right path towards my saviors gates when it's my day. till I lay in my final resting place I'm happy where I'm at in my life, the pace I'm going and here is where ill stay God listens when you pray he loves when you realize and truly believe when u say "I love every part of me today." I thought about the love I have for my mom and dad whose in heaven, how much i look up to them. my dad would work and do everything for his, my mom so strong windowed twice raised all alone her 3 kids. and everytime I said something bad about myself I'd be talking about them I'm half of each of them , I'm strong loving and have so much to give. I have my mom's compassion and dad's wit. I remind myself those days I am down on myself, wanna quit I have the best DNA and I came equipt. today is so much different practically on the verge of having too much confidence derived from the best cleaned up now I look in the mirror and say Sarah ur the best you aren't just getting by but living your life it's like you're so high in the sky looking down on everyone and everything your past and present where ur going now and where u went see where you grew up the spots u used to use then how far uv came all ur sucesses so u can give yourself credit for all u do I no longer live in the negative. there s a lot you could get outta life and a lot of beauty just be open to recieve keep your eyes on prize and do ur best to treat yourself right and do the best thing. if you don't know just look to god and listen to your gut instinct and you'll get there. remind yourself everyday you re beautiful just the way you came.