don't have to be alone cuz I've got you, shit couldn't have happened more natural or more smooth I've known you for a while now but back then we were both so unhealthy and dead we wanted eachother but ended up choosing the heroin instead I think about all the love I had for you there was a lot I didn't do and a lot that wasn't said. making memories, happy as we could be in the situation we were in. you were the only person who could get those bad thoughts out of my head, you'd always tell me this life aint for you, there's plenty more that's out there, lots of great things you could do but you decided to choose the road to death and I'm not gonna be apart of watching you die so we are gonna lay this relationship to rest, doesn't mean I don't love you but we are both a wreck and you know the rest I'm sorry but face it we are losing not winning, can't make it living this life can barely even survive shooting dope sinning and living a lie. it's hard to take care of myself let alone someone else. I can barely get by I was hurt but knew God would bring me back to him and he did. we both are clean and sober now , turned our lives around for the better I'm so fucking happy and so proud. I've got the man back I've always loved and I give thsnks to the one man above for blessing me with such a great perfect reality the one that was destin for me