Heaven is here But hell is more near I have no fear To die Im not letting a tear I dont cry Only in myself Suicide in my eye My death note on top of the bookshelf People crying in the living room They went to my funeral this afternoon I hope i see them soon I couldnt take it anymore Some leftover pills on the bathroom floor How do i look without a soul If you say different then thats a foul I look the same like before when i was alive he wasnt even there anymore The moon is turning red The sign that the demons are mad I got a sore troath from shouting at these fuckers in the night Heaven or hell i am on no ones side Im just floating there in a black gab Im keeping falling further and further These demons want me to murder Murder myself ...with some discription pills and get an overdose Sweat on my forehead but no one knows Its because im stressed out Night comes again no more voice to shout Its going on for too long To much for still staying strong life is not that simple as abc but life is not that hard if you smile ... i agree