(Yea) look Are you feelin me? Cause I ain't even feelin me Been down these days I take shxt so literally (Yeah) look, See, I been done since that one My daddy left And now my life ain't no fun My daddy was an abuser and my momma just an amuser Even tho But my daddy gone and I ain't got no one Everyone I trusted was fake and.. all them boys was playing Games wit my heart, whish I was smarter from the start (Yeah) see, I don't wanna look onto anyone for help maybe that's why I need help..? More than anyone here. Every night begging on my knees to the sky like Just get me the hell outta here I don't belong here I never fxckin asked to be born, but now I gotta pay for it. Yeah like, Are you feelin me? Cause I ain't even feelin me Been down these days I take shxt so literally I'm sorry to everyone I let down, but it's because all my life I get let down. By everyone u fxckin trusted, maybe I shouldn't give trust out no more. (Look) See, they tellin me not to build my walls so high bc I already got a guard outside,  but I'm done playing on they side when I'm the only one who gon be down to ride. Look, he promised he was my ride or die, but now he gone like Are you feelin me? Cause I ain't even feelin me Been down these days I take shxt so literally