RCdaMC

my life

RCdaMC
my life

11 Plays

29 Jul 2018

growing up i considerd suicide my pain had no where to hide some days i wanted to be ricky from boys in the hood but then i want to shed some blood i started to smoke i thought my life was a joke my brother and sister moved away i had nothing to say my heart grows colder as i get older i look at knife think about taking my life my temptation to slit my wrist grew hard to resist so i needed medicaton every day i contemplate i hesitate and think what if so i just smoke a spliff i lay awake at night with depression it grows deeper after every session i start to question if i sell weed anger and greed might turn to sadness it devlopes in to madness it amazes me that im going crazy

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6 years ago

awesome track bro!! keep it up!👏👍👏👍

6 years ago

growing up i considerd suicide my pain had no where to hide some days i wanted to be ricky from boys in the hood but then i want to shed some blood i started to smoke i thought my life was a joke my brother and sister moved away i had nothing to say my heart grows colder as i get older i look at knife think about taking my life my temptation to slit my wrist grew hard to resist so i needed medicaton every day i contemplate i hesitate and think what if so i just smoke a spliff i lay awake at night with depression it grows deeper after every session i start to question if i sell weed anger and greed might turn to sadness it devlopes in to madness it amazes me that im going crazy

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