Lost control of my psychedelic ride at first denial too much pride in over my head high tide thinking it's okay now I lied man down on conscience on my side gravity applies faceplant brain stir-fried hidden Ground Zero brace for impact Collide people call it call it isolation a shame so I hide done feeling sorry I've been through the crime out of money now life unmanageable My Demons eating at me like cannibals need to get a grip lost my handle can't sleep flip flop like a sandal no more fronts already on credit ran out of ways to get it burn my plug I'll Dutch all payments sooner or later God forbid I hit the pavement no matter what coming non-stop I can't take it I should have listened and passed it up now it won't leave me alone I feel like I'm being watched followed by a drone Pop's say I'm paranoid because I'm blown mine panicky tripping Xannies to to my limping when it takes effect time limit clock loan chemically consume if I lose the war healthy life is doomed can't remember the last time I shroomd opening my third time I like a flower in spring ibloom clean my ACT dreads mopping and hand is broom resurrected like Jesus from his tomb God blew me back with life like a balloon dirty fun is the devil's for play next invitation turn and go the other way too much time to get Sprint and thrown away I got the courage to grow CNA and have my day my way and ask God for my day more days on my tray when I pray no more than demonic layaway chase the Dragon One Last Time only for me to slay couldn't seem to breath wish I didn't listen to you lies to feel numb and feel alive it is what it is too late to complain not knowing the Beast was never to tame Stony love make you go insane by picking me up then shoving me down turn in my whole world all around by Smashing breaking me taking my all tossing me throwing me watching me fall down the rabbit home 6 feet deep looking dead but just in a deep sleep left all alone screaming at you from the afterlife so that you know that I'm still alive still here my soul and body refused to die I'll search the time still wondering why just tell me we're never ever begins I'll wait for you there until the end time will stand still too we begin again please don't be late you know I can't swim don't hesitate I can still taste the glue from the tape there was no time for me to explain pain in your eyes read that I'm too late as my hands and feet were tied down to the way off all thzese mistakes I that I always make how could I forget all I am at the bottom of the lake sorry I love myself more than bare minimum but with myself I sure there ain't no winning number what became the end was just the beginning stop and think and wait no it's already too late all that I love is now what I became to hateyou crazy mother f***** by don't stop me cuz I know but Luna be up low I get lit and I throw I'm not candy blow I'll show you a Cho I get it on the low I get hot and roll I can get dark and then I glow from my b**** hold my other bro when I see that s*** I know get it on the rib it when I say to you I'm probably I should that I get in Flint don't ever think 1/2 and you get it through phone five six seven eight I just regular