As I lay down for bed these thoughts come to my mind racing through my head wondering if I'm gonna be fine Ima be alright I'm lying to myself thinking about you there ain't nobody else that make me fucken sick just hearing your name sorry baby momma the feelings ain't the same I gotta close that chapter time to ease the pain it's impossible to erase the memories we made but I'll never forget the hell that you raised fighting over something yelling over nothing acting like a botch well I hope it was worth it you lost your best friend you thought you had till the end (short pause) im not playing games bitch you think this is pretend all of those fights all the sleepless nights nothing you can say or do to make things right yeah I'm moving on by the time our kids our grown im have it it figured out and you gonna be by yourself it kills me inside knowing you didn't even try you should have known it was real the day you seen me cry I told you the truth all you did was lie now I'm finding out you were fucking other guys saying that you love me it sounded so lovely fuck the bullshit bitch now you disgust me