#RevolutionarieMinds #MomFlyHigh It started when I about 3 years old, I was just a little kid never knew what was goin on, my family pushing through really hard things, mom was trying but had a lot of mood swings, then she had another child my brother to bring, had some good times but we were still feeling pain. I still remember when I spoke my first words to mom, it was I love you and that was good times. Turned 7 really had a happy life, I could tell cause she could see it in my eyes, now I'm 13 and she just said goodbye, mom I never wanted you to die, I wanted you to stay so I could be that guy, to protect when you get old, and now I'm just lonely and feel so cold, and now I have more of years to control. I'm just feeling way to much pain, one thing I can say is another angel was gained. But, I never thought it would be this way, mom I miss you so much from that day, I really wish that you could've stayed, but it's like the devil told you to take this survey. Mom I know your in heaven, watching over us my were saying our blessings, I wish they could've fixed your brain and done more testing, I guess it split apart I'm just guessing, but the thing is you've taught me so many lessons, and the memories will never crash, but your head just crashed, and done and frontflip to a frontline, I wish I could see you at least one more time, the day you died there was so much sunshine, and the reason was there was a beautiful angel carried in line, mom you were so kind and I know you still are, and now I have so many scars, but I'm gonna do this too, and I'm gonna continue my music just for you. It seems your still with me because I can feel you beside me, and giving me the hugs you used to give me highly, theres love in the air, and I know your hanging so freely with god up there, and our family is aware, that you miss us too, we would love to see you and we wish we could have permission too, mom, we love you and would love to visit you, cause the pain has weakind us with all the tears we have fought, there's a lot of mom's that died but why do you have to be caught? I really don't understand this misunderstanstanding, this is the issue I'm just not handling, well at least I'm still standing, to see you again mom would be so outstanding, cause we are lost and with pain to be commanding, to be with you again, and to see you again, your my mom but also my bestfriend. Mom your #1 in my friends list, but it would be better if you were still here to exist, cause I hoped and wish I would never lose you, but now your gone and you were only 32, but why a life so short? why did you have to leave and escort? at least we still have friends to support. I just left to go stay a week with my dad, 4 days later on Thursday I got news and it was bad, no longer was glad, cause our memories make me cry, but I'll be ok mom just keep flying high, and I never wanted to say goodbye, and I really just hated the text and replies, because it hurt me more, and made me so sore, mom just open the doors, so I can be with you, and I can continue, to talk to my mom and hear you, mom just keep flying high with them beautiful angel feathers, I will always remember you with the picture of my mom on my dresser. R.I.P Mom I love you! 🙏❤