star gazing looking up in the sky, tryna make sense of it tryna make peace and let it go, I'm not convinced that its, my own fault late night cold streets long walks gotta get it over with ain't no long talks don't smoke no more, reminiscing taking them long draws, Shawnee high School walking them long halls half my folk dead, so alone, I'm in this for the long haul thought i found love several times, choose the wrong broads time wasted I'm bout to show off get out ya feeling ain't no cash in there let it roll off Nissan 350 bout to scroll off new bytch sucking i can't hold off feel the tension, I'm bout to blow off pressure released im relax indeed now back to reality, daily hate from this b won't get her kids in line, but keep on worrying about me please i went my own way, maybe it is the wrong way but if it is I'm gone say, i apologize I'm a man I'll admit I'm wrong, but I'm traumatized look at everything you put me thru look at everything i put me thru for you its obvious you dont have a clue of everything i say aside for you now i got nothing but I'm building something outta nothing you constantly cut me up but im working while my bloods running im really fucced up, wonderin how i still function often experience mental malfunctions you did me dirty but dont feel the compunction i catch you up, you come punchin when you need help you come running to me the same nigga you constantly try to defeat i see you true darkness, everybody else sees you as sweet