lost everything we been fighting for when you were gone . noway i can't even begin to explain what that did to me day to day and every day never goes away never goes from me i can't believe you hato leave so much pain. to contain idrown my demons but theve learned how to swim. i have nowhere to run from them these demons gota grip on me its like i keep tryn swim up the creek swim up the creek... I keep my head from drowning thats all i can say for me don't try an save me.....to many scars its hard when you feel locked away and disregard yo thoughts i get ot im been away i can except that no way to make a change let me make it right. maybe i can change an make it right. now i know you got used to me makin sales at the do i didn't know how else to make the bills but you never could forgive me that morning the feds kicked the do open to the kids eating at the table spilled everything. my life 10 year later gone..... you moved on couldn't blame you never made u be anything else for your sake.