#OctoberSunshine Yo I was just chilling going out of my way. I was wondering what path my day would partake. Sometimes, I feel like Rigor Mortis. Today felt like Rick and Morty. I grabbed at a drink as a man handed it toward me. I can be a role model, but after the pain goes slowly. I ain't like the wind to a door, occasionally opening. Still at sea when you find the shore. Expectations are lowering. Hopefully, the hope in me isn't hovering. People wanna live lavishly. Income passively. Passing me is another change drastically. The clouds meet up in grey hue. They wave down at me as they wave to you. Then they part ways as I thwarted from her queue. Oh well, that was soon. Reading a book would've given more context clues. Don't become disassembled from trust issues. Maybe then you can meddle more fair with a longer fuse. October Sunshine. I miss that bright sky. It wasn't too late. There wasn't much vice. October Sunshine Keep on living life. You'll get to that light. verse 2 The next day, I wasn't chilling. I felt the weight of my shoulders be more filling. That's just bravery at its core. Being afraid of taking shots after thinking before. But don't turn to haste. If not for you, who else. What says you in your place. Then you ponder without self. Thats a mental tidal wave. You become Pavlov's dog when you misbehave.