Why would I lie to you after everything we've been thru Im dying inside no way back to u. I bleed when i cry inside i die for you. Noone can hold it in forever til it builds up constant pressure explosion folds my head in half Crimp my brain to much pain i die inside for u. I can't lose the thought of you been a long year without you here im not ok im not ok. insane im about to break i thought i was harder than this i missed the chance to save you bring you back to life i tried i tried try a million times i would lay my own life in place of yours .