Not that it means anything but this is a song that I wrote that means a lot to me it’s about my life no gimmicks no nothing no added crap just straight honest facts yes it’s sad but it’s the truth if you don’t like it well I don’t really care what you say cuz it is about my life growing up By sadboyrose Just wanted to be Normal nothing Ordinary really matters after learning Intro Got this thought in my head that maybe one day I could maybe rise from everything that I have been put through as a kid as I’m stepping into adulthood shit isn’t getting any easier my childhood traumas aren’t getting any better No matter how many times I try and say it’ll be okay the memories still remain haunted to me Verse 1 It’s been awhile since I could actually look at myself in the mirror without thinking to myself This can’t be real lately I’ve been feeling so Fucking depressed like there’s something wrong With me it’s been two years since I Last cried Hook Lately I been feeling like life has gone in such a direction that I don’t wither to just say screw it and just give up my depression overwhelms me Everyday it’s crazy how much time has passed and so many people have changed so much and yet I’m still the same person that no body seems to recognize feel like a ghost I keep screaming for help but no one seems to care enough to see Chrous Growing up wasn’t easy for me my mom and I got abused to the point where we have trusting Issues and post matic stress disorder so I can Hardley even trust my own friends most days Every friend I have ever had has left me lied to me used me left me on my own to figure shit out Verse 2 I started making music to distract myself from everything I have been through in my life but 7 years went by so fast and we all know that shit will never last everytime I start to think about my past i start to wonder why I’m even here this life Ain’t it it’s just been a fucked up situation from the very beginning the social workers the pills the doctor the diagnosis all of it I just wanted to be normal Chrous Growing up wasn’t easy for me my mom and I got abused to the point where we have trusting Issues and post matic stress disorder so I can Hardly even trust my own friends most days Every friend I have ever had has left me lied to me used me left me on my own to figure shit out Verse 3 In the end of all things nothing will ever change the past but the present I can either continue to keep living in fear all my life or be a survivor and keep learning cuz after all nothing ordinary really matters after learning.