Poppin' pills, tryna numb the pain Lost in the thrill, tryna escape the rain I know it's wrong, but it feels so right Tryna find peace in the middle of the night Gotta slow down, before I lose control Chasing highs, but it's taking a toll I'm drowning in these pills, can't find my way But I keep on going, day by day Verse 2: I'm trapped in a cycle, can't break free These pills got a hold on me I'm searching for something that I'll never find In the bottom of a bottle, in the back of my mind I'm lost in the darkness, can't see the light But I keep on going, putting up a fight I know I gotta change, before it's too late But for now, I'll keep on chasing the fate killing time, spitting rhymes at 145 My soul black as coal, heart cold as ice Living in a world where the devil rolls the dice Struggling to find the light in the darkest of nights But I keep on fighting, refusing to lose the fight I walk through the shadows, feeling so alone But I know deep down, I gotta make it on my own No handouts, no shortcuts, just grinding every day Hustling for my dreams, nothing getting in my way I've been through the struggle, been through the pain But I refuse to let my past define my name I'm rising from the ashes, like a phoenix in the sky My soul black as coal, but my spirit will never die I'm a warrior, a fighter, with fire in my eyes No matter the obstacles, I'll continue to rise I'll conquer my demons, break free from the chains My soul black as coal, but my heart still remains