#samc #2024 #undonefun recently every time I dive deep in my mind I've been trying to search for something worthy of the time that I will spend later on when I read back what I write if I do find something I like Something that might sound tight off the tounge tip sweetness from the lip well now, I can leave this, satisfied That I did provide an exhibition to get high from so I can feel at ease that I did, please at least myself, and I can go on not caring if am I, stuck in, a time, that cloaks me in a false sense of security but even if my lines, dont rhyme as long as it entertains my mind I know someone else might like it a little bit the question is, the place I put this worthy for them to find? or am I too undone, for them to continue listening on what I need to keep reminding myself of is being with someone I dont like isn't better than being with no one! partners are expensive when nothing feels worth looking back at. How much could have been got back, if they never existed. how far back do I remember before i get into the deep sea of forget? am I, stuck in, a time, that cloaks me in a false sense of security - how much not really cleaver do I have to find before finding my next cleaver with each thing that goes through my mind? am I, starting to,  hypothesise, a loop,  in everything I, do is this my, fear in the fu-ture, or just ano-ther  way, my mind, fools me into being lazier, eyes glazy-er hahahaha How can I keep, this feeling that just came over me, that I induced, from escaping am I able to bridge from this, feeling of bliss into something captivating, without hesitating Saying what's on my mind, well, that requires me to reminisce, and this takes time to focus on which abysse to not dismiss