Your on my mind yea everywhere I go Sending my regards and still nothing left but hope Even when I’m up there’s nothing left to show Pleading and I’m thinking my life might be a joke As I’m steady spinning and left lying on the floor How many drinks until I don’t need more Everywhere I look my heart is steady going numb Dreaming of a bigger picture but it never comes You turned the tables I know you think that I’m dumb But I can tell you now that I’m so close to done I knew that I hurt you but what I wanted most Was to love you even when I proposed But as you left you didn’t look at the door I know you can’t care because you had no remorse I’m saying please don’t go cause our love would always fade But I guess I understand I pushed you away Left another scar so I put the coffin in the grave And tell me why the thoughts of you never go away I tried to love her but she couldn’t be saved She left with a cold heart now there’s nothing left to say But when you love to deep that’s the price you pay Never beg a person even when they don’t wanna stay It wouldn’t have mattered cause they wouldn’t stay anyway But lately I can tell the difference between real and fake Tell me did we meet by chance or was it fate Cause I don’t know how much heartbreak I can take I hate that when I see you even when I’m not awake When you left I didn’t know my life was at stake Every time I see her my heart will start to brake Cause when I met you I knew it wasn’t a mistake When we met again I felt my body start to shake You said that you love me but I know that isn’t true Look inside my mind and everything I been through Maybe if you spent one day inside my shoes Maybe then you would have a different view But even then I want to see inside of you So I could experience your life too