struggles this what everyone goes through u just gotta kno how to deal with it .yeah yeah yeah you wanna fly you gotta loose everything that weighs u down. i used to get attached to those who couldnt stay around. i used to complain about all the things i shoulda prayed about trying to be possitive. i was just never taught how. i lost my confidence walking around with a dark cloud thinking no one loved me why would they start now. i wish i can talk to my grandma but i cant now. all thats gone away now. here to stay both feet in beacause shes got me convinced never lost on past tense. im just feeling like im looseing everything but thats my fault i shoulda left the key inside the vault this is my fault