those are good and the times wait I love my girl for a goodness sake yo sometimes I really hate the way I am but I don't

those are good and the times wait I love my girl for a goodness sake yo sometimes I really hate the way I am but I don't give a damn most times it always breaks me down inside I always want to cry I know I treated her bad I know I'm bad inside I hurt everybody's sad yo sometimes I'm always mad but deep down inside I love her badly yo she never knows how much she means to me all these times all these thoughts all these evil things yo all these things seem to think about God's dream good things come do those weights