I decided this lifes not mine I decided I wanna give it to christ holy spirit, I need you I'm tired of getting high I don't wanna be dunk but I keep sipping wine why oh why do I do the things I shouldn't do why oh why don't I do the things I should do my whole life has been an addiction, and if tour in the world tour addicted too I'm caught up in this life of sin, it's hard to break free Everywhere I turn, temptation's staring back at me I know I shouldn't do it, but it's like I'm drawn in I can't resist the urge, it's like a deadly sin I know the consequences, I know the risks involved But in the heat of the moment, all my problems dissolve I'm living on the edge, walking a thin line But I can't help myself, it's like I'm running out of time I try to fight the urge, try to do what's right But the devil on my shoulder, he's whispering in the night Telling me to do it, telling me it's okay But deep down I know, I'll have to pay I'm trapped in this cycle, can't seem to break free Why oh why do I do the things I shouldn't do, it's killing me I know I need to change, I know I need to grow But it's hard to break the habits, it's hard to let go So I call on Christ, he's my saving grace In his arms, I find my place No matter what challenges I face I know he'll always keep me safe even in the days that I fail no matter the mistakes that I make