As i look for you, I get on my knees , Lord, I pray i live through another day , Im blessed , im still alive, I've grown tired of desire reaching higher, Why is everything out of reach, for me, As i look for you , I call your name lord, as you know im not the same man i was before making drugs Slamming irons doors, years drag by , Gang ties , shanks , walking the yard dodging landmines, Hard time, pay to play get rich or die trying,But now i found you,made over ever hurdle , without killing i chilling not discovered dead or murdered I've covered disorder i framed myself in cases living formations, im bracing for brokmess, all i built falls or toples over cause its not real if the devil fills the order, Living hard time , freezing cold 3 fold dying slow heart below zero knife fights drinking prison wine, paying with ya life doing hard time