I try to keep control over myself but this pain is driving me insane one day i wont be able to pretend anylonger that im well and this day is today I suffer from the weight I carry on my shoulders since the first day My soul runs In a cycle of pain asking myself again why am i still stayin‘ abusing these drugs to substract zhe suffering in my body thats tough YaYaYa I cant stand it any longer YaYaYa I hope it all makes me stronger Stars are telling me challeges are about to come preparing me to overcome obstacles on the road so much sorrow since day one another pill hope this time it kills but only give me chills now i feel so ill