am relaxing smoking a tabaco (rollup) While looking at the features on my face picture because my expression says it all - it's written on and in and out my voice with another freestyle and mix and fact Which again i prove to the music industry rules don't always have the best artists or best rappers even without being famous amd rich and without an Education to teach me about art craft and poetry Why!!! Because i am music and not very stupid at all The music industry are not always honest and specially the rich and famous people who are not much different even comprehend to poor uneducated people - I just broken down Roll Up and given a simple litttle touch of my education which i really don't know what paper work would back me up when it comes to exams because even both me and education exams can't prove nothing of my actual Education - my schooling never ever given me such exams when i reached the proper age It's werid and funny Why they didn't test me I guess it's a shame i will never know the real outcome of exam results and grade I'm actually at - i always try to better myself both musically and life as a person know!!! Most of the time i feel like a loser and so stupid because am constantly on the Internet given my full attention to most people or apps Its so humiliating being lonely and humiliated because i see other people getting attention and supported and i really do get jealous and that really hurts me and makes me even more a loser and stupid I ask myself why i keep recording and posting on the Internet I just don't know fully why i don't stop but i just can't help it because I've lost my own mother and sister and uncle and grandma and some friends that have passed on and it's really lonely being by myself I get depressed and admit I'm struggling I do crave for attention and support just like other people get I even think to myself that maybe i am suck a loser and so stupid and blame myself And i don't if I'm the only loser in the world just now and people don't seem to understand I really don't know if anybody else feels the same way about themselves It just feels that I'm the only one people don't seem to connect I know i am lazy and stupid I can't help it how i look like or sound like I hate myself Music and life i try to bring together i am sick of it all But at least the Internet i get some attention which i love - Anyways i also would not advise any other people to not follow my ways of smoking tabaco because it's a filthy habit and unhealthy for tge body and smoking is very addictive Trust Me I know what i am stating and talking about #SmokingARolllup #Storytelling #RolllupPulllup #RollupPullup