my life was lost but i pulled myself out of hell and now im just starting to live again lets start at the beginning when i was young i never did fit in no one really liked me i wasnt a popular kid i was like a time bomb ticking and girls really didnt think anything of me i didnt have the latest chlothes my mum was on a pension she couldnt afford anything at school my friends had all the good gear i had old shoes that i would wear i constantly lived my life in fear i only had one friend a Vietnamese kid he was rich we would meet up every morning i would pick him at his house i always loved to go there i lived the smell of rice and fish first stop was our local shop a greek named jim would sell us a cigarette each to start our day we hadnt even reached grade 8 yet it was a different time then it was great we were always early to school never late longy was my best mate but as we grew up we grew apart and ended up going to different high schools inwent to coorparoo but in high school i fit in i was a of the cool kids i took up skateboarding i was good at it i only lasted 3 years at school and started working first job at the gearbox shop i was 15 i was good at mechanics back then i never had to panic my best mate barry was into satanic he tought me everything about crime i really didnt care about time and never worried about life i did all this shit to fit in every night we would steal cars till light during the day i was learning to fight i was hanging with the black kids even though i was white it ruined my life i never wanted a life of drugs and crime my other friend was a graffiti artist he went by the tag lime and i went by k9 its the size of the dog in the fight but the fight in the dog right we would work all day and go and crime every night i was never into spite and i listened to heavy metal smoked weed i loved the high