Lala

Crazy Veteran Take 2 Good except one screw up end

Lala
Crazy Veteran Take 2 Good except one screw up end

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2 months ago

As it is im a single middle aged woman ive had my highs n my lows did time in the can every lesson i learned in life was the hard way either you learned your lesson or your still living the insanity of it all today im just a white italian girl frim new york never knew how to hold a beat or hold a flame up to the torch i served my time in the air force been through all kinds of hell thats for sure retired at 46 because they say im crazy but my childhood became hazy after the airplane crash and gun shooting in 94 at Fairchild afb weBecame a heavy drunk self medicated with drugs to drown out the funk my memory got worse as time lapsed and people try n take advantage of that well i learned that you only got one life to live with so i kept drinking a fiftha fuk what people thought so life became a mess but i never gave up a fight i always fought living life just the way i knew fuk what everyone thought i became different so did everything too I'm on medication for your protection haha they make it a joke f*** them I just do a big line of coke my anger from these judgmental folks point your finger one more time at me I'm a ticking time bomb I'm ready to blow after 86 jobs and no one ever thinks it's their fault make one more joke about me and watch me blow up and see how I jolt it's f****** sad and crazy I had to ask my mom and friends to tell me stories about my childhood daisies most of my memories got erased after the shooting in 94 and the airplane crashing and picking up dead bodies and more I never had a long relationship after all this s*** I always blow up on the ones I love and later regret it most times I don't remember it if I hurt you I'm sorry or if I can stop myself while I'm ahead I'll try and justify it with Glory I'm just a crazy veteran I don't deserve anything man my mind is hazy when it comes to my childhood days I'm on medication for your protection and set in my ways when there's no medication i Medicate with drugs so I can get out of this funk but lifes callin is late.

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2 months ago

As it is im a single middle aged woman ive had my highs n my lows did time in the can every lesson i learned in life was the hard way either you learned your lesson or your still living the insanity of it all today im just a white italian girl frim new york never knew how to hold a beat or hold a flame up to the torch i served my time in the air force been through all kinds of hell thats for sure retired at 46 because they say im crazy but my childhood became hazy after the airplane crash and gun shooting in 94 at Fairchild afb weBecame a heavy drunk self medicated with drugs to drown out the funk my memory got worse as time lapsed and people try n take advantage of that well i learned that you only got one life to live with so i kept drinking a fiftha fuk what people thought so life became a mess but i never gave up a fight i always fought living life just the way i knew fuk what everyone thought i became different so did everything too I'm on medication for your protection haha they make it a joke f*** them I just do a big line of coke my anger from these judgmental folks point your finger one more time at me I'm a ticking time bomb I'm ready to blow after 86 jobs and no one ever thinks it's their fault make one more joke about me and watch me blow up and see how I jolt it's f****** sad and crazy I had to ask my mom and friends to tell me stories about my childhood daisies most of my memories got erased after the shooting in 94 and the airplane crashing and picking up dead bodies and more I never had a long relationship after all this s*** I always blow up on the ones I love and later regret it most times I don't remember it if I hurt you I'm sorry or if I can stop myself while I'm ahead I'll try and justify it with Glory I'm just a crazy veteran I don't deserve anything man my mind is hazy when it comes to my childhood days I'm on medication for your protection and set in my ways when there's no medication i Medicate with drugs so I can get out of this funk but lifes callin is late.

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