dear god it's my time. to rise and shine. all i gotta do is try and everything i want in life will be mine. i cant seem to get anything in life right. ur own family will stab u in da back and ask u if u aight. rod wave said it best when he said dis gon be da hardest chapter of my fucking life. but I'm still putting up a fight im still putting in the work every single night. momma told me it ain't always gonna be easy and damn she was right. but the bible tells me it'll get better so i jus tell myself that to sleep at night and pray every thing turns out alright. i internally cry everynight i regret every single time i started a fight.