but every day I pick up this drank saying I'll stop knowing I can't dropping the ball fublimg threw life am I really the cause am I really to blame is my fault for the flags being thrown on the play it's dangerous game the game that I play is like beat or get beat loose and you dont see the next day peace tomorrow's erased let me rephrase kill or be killed you don't get no replays I'm talking to me nobody else I am ashamed at the mess that iv made clean it up best that I can figer prints washed away cloths bleached and burned the scene a little gruesome best to just look away because I was a Nuisance until I realize the book I was reading and somewhat of what it was teaching and learned about my savor and the power of his name I know it's hard to belive that I'm only a human bound to make mistakes but not bound by my mistake